Amusing, socially undesirable randos you know

[CymruX2]

While out on a works party a few years ago I was approached by a guy who wanted to talk to one of "my girls" I didn't think much of the wording at the time. Long story short he thought I was a Pimp, and we ended up adding each other on Facebook. I occasionally run into him in the city and we have a quick chat.

He's a crack addict, but seems fairly intelligent well travelled etc. About a year ago he decided he wasn't getting enough from crack so started on heroin over the last year I haven't seen him out but he regularly updates his facebook each week he looks worse, thinner and thinner less and less coherent, getting in more trouble with the police, infections in stab wounds where he's been punctured by dealers he owes money to.

He's getting off the heroin now, apparently there's injections you can have thay make the "H" not work, so fingers crossed for the lad.

[Slaughterama]

Jan 8, 2023 16:08:00 GMT -5 saintegenevieve said:

Jan 8, 2023 15:33:52 GMT -5 Slaughterama said:

A lot of it is very woo and very typical of the LARPers. Eastern mysticism/spirituality and the fortune cookie wisdom is a powerful distraction tool, and a big part of what lures people in. The word(s) tradition/traditional are thrown around a lot and people put up with a lot of abuse based on so-called traditions. A lot of westerners in particular will make reference to the Far East and how they live, traditions there, superstitions and so on. Having spent a bit of time there, I have found much of it to be untrue, greatly exaggerated, dated, or it’s only practiced by particular groups of such and such a lineage.

Lineage and association are often more important to people than how good the person is at martial arts or fighting. Anything that can be used as a distraction from actually training with aliveness. Injuries are a big one. Either someone can’t train because of this or they won’t train because they don’t want to experience that. Fair enough. However they do want to keep on LARPing and playing a character. 

It’s the same with most things, in all areas of life. And whatever, but a lot of people are taken for a ride, do get abused. Uniforms/belts, certificates, “tradition”, mysticism and woo woo nonsense are all tools that people use. Eastern mysticism is of some interest to me, but a lot of the spiritual wisdom found there is universal, and it’s not really anything that you won’t read about in Christianity. 

Thanks for that. My husband and I were at Whole Foods last month. As I went to the bathroom, I read these fliers on the bulletin board for whom I presume are workers making their way to the back room where schedules are placed. It struck me as really weird to see bulletins about Hindu gurus about "finding peace" and individualistic expression, as well as finding your "true self."

My first thought was "Catholicism already does all of this stuff." Just by virtue of cultural exposure, it's going to make more intuitive sense than something exotic like Hinduism. My other thought was a bit darker. It struck me that bougie Americans in particular, and those whom fancy them like service economy laborers, are really debased and provincial. It would be hard to argue a single country is more parochial than India. There's no notion of "choice" there in the sense of what has characterized liberalism for hundreds of years. Different castes are highly discouraged from marrying one other. Marriages are often arranged. Women get gang raped, often by other women, literally, or are thrown acid in her face for turning down a village incel preoccupied with her, despite the fact that in at least one case, she was already married and that the incel was literally a stalker.

Not to mention their tendency in the US to be the most labor-exploitative people in the country. It wasn't rare in my area for one of them to buy up fast food and hotel franchises, hire underbelly people (in the most literal sense), cut their hours to under 25 so that the State (taxpayers) pay for their health insurance, and foster the most racist culture imaginable. I once worked front desk at one of the hotels. The owner literally fired a black girl who had been working there for 3 years for not being happy with a nickel raise. It's hard to describe business practices more parasitic. We were all paid minimum; then the owner decided to force us to pay for uniforms to be dry cleaned. I filed a labor complaint and got a $200 check sent to me at my college that I badly needed.

Remember that transgender weirdo in Britain? I don't remember his name. He was a Brit who'd get plastic surgeries and "self-identified" as Korean because he was into K-pop? It's the same kind of fetish. Korea is very parochial. I'm married to one. Yes, the most recent generation has changed, rapidly liberalized, and (sadly given how beautiful that population is) aren't having kids anymore. But go deal with older Koreans from the Korean War period. It's one of the only countries in the world where women kill men more than men kill women. Same in India. Why? Because guys beat TF out of their wives.

What led up to the LA Riots was a black girl who walked into a liquor store owned by Koreans. (Really, that stuff is parasitic too, no different than pawn shop owners, who exploit crackheads and the underbelly with jacked up prices, then get robbed for it.) I don't remember if she stole. She might have. Either way, the Korean woman blew her head off. Then jurors found her guilty on manslaughter, after which she faced no sentence. That was one of the predicates to the LA Riots and why the OJ Simpson case was so contentious. Let's be real. I'm not big into identity politics but I don't think she would have gotten away with shooting anyone else, then get off with no time on a manslaughter charge. That was also Los Angeles County. That and Orange County re-did Jim Crow after the South got scapegoated for race relations, which to this day impact the obscene real estate prices. That was a proactive measure by the elite within California, no different than how LAPD became the most militarized police force in the country by 1965 and ushered in three strikes. I'm not moralizing. I don't do that. Just saying, it is what it is and that's how the powers aligned. To this day, Orange County still has the most neo-Nazis per capita

So yes, there's a real phobia about the West and Western tradition. What these ethnomasochists don't get is that for their political cause, it won't get much better than it is here, right now, in the West and that India is no magic fix to their alienation. SJWs are finding that out now, having abandoned BLM because blacks knew the obvious that Ukrainians were given special treatment against Russia because they're "white" and Russians are "Mongoloids" (an old stereotype dated to the Russian Revolution, resurged by the liberal elite), and now SJWs have turned into hardcore Neocons. There's a reason why... it's because they can't socially engineer certain social issues in the US without backing from the administrative state. It's best to weaponize these issues (wokeism) under the pretext of human rights, then create fifth columnists out of that.

In my view, the United States has always been an inverted Marxist state, as much the left as the right doing that. (In fact, Republicans parallel Marxists to the tee in every sense but that's a more complicated framework.) I guess I'm partisan towards the Yockey view of the post-war situation. It's not that I'm cool with the interwar far right but I don't ascribe "evil" to it. Reality is that they were spearheads against Communism; without the Pope calling for a Crusade against Communism, they had to do the job. Reality is that all of Europe suffered for American foreign policy of that period: Empires died, we became a protectorate, Germany got flooded with porno, communism expanded into Poland (which FDR thought was a great idea because he was a debased creep), and the war against the European mind continues by increasingly destroying our notions of history, blood, folk, folklore, and faith, through the weapons of identity politics and consumerism.


EDIT: Yockey in the sense that American influence has been more dangerous than communism, nothing more. That's similar to people like Alain de Benoist

Hinduism’s samskaras and karma theories, if we take away names and talk about them plainly, these theories aren’t exclusive to Hinduism. Some or a lot of it is dated, but the stuff that I found great is covered in Western psychology, or is not really anything Jesus didn’t say. Having conversations with theologians, psychologists, educated people, the stuff to take away from it is universal. The spiritual teachings are the same spiritual teachings and a lot of the issue is people over sensationalise things, they need to come down off of their cloud sometimes, do less spiritual bypassing and process the stuff they never dealt with now, as an adult. 

In time we find ways to inhibit the parts of ourselves that we don’t like. For some it’s pretending to be someone else, sometimes spiritual bypassing, using drugs or any kind of addiction, or we stop identifying with the person we used to be or we stop identifying with our problems. So we create new ones! Haha.. A lot of distractions. Identity politics is a distraction. 

Interesting that you mentioned Korea/Koreans. During Japanese occupation Koreans were doing martial arts, and then following the Korean War exported much of it into the rest of the world. Though they Koreanized a lot of it, re-branded things, re-wrote their own history essentially. A lot of this went to the States. People claim to be of whatever lineage like it somehow makes them seem more important. They are important, but not any more or less important because of their lineage. 

[saintegenevieve]

Jan 8, 2023 16:22:52 GMT -5 CymruX2 said:

While out on a works party a few years ago I was approached by a guy who wanted to talk to one of "my girls" I didn't think much of the wording at the time. Long story short he thought I was a Pimp, and we ended up adding each other on Facebook. I occasionally run into him in the city and we have a quick chat.

He's a crack addict, but seems fairly intelligent well travelled etc. About a year ago he decided he wasn't getting enough from crack so started on heroin over the last year I haven't seen him out but he regularly updates his facebook each week he looks worse, thinner and thinner less and less coherent, getting in more trouble with the police, infections in stab wounds where he's been punctured by dealers he owes money to.

He's getting off the heroin now, apparently there's injections you can have thay make the "H" not work, so fingers crossed for the lad.

Polyaddicts are pretty low-tier people. There's one guy with red hair on YouTube who's supposedly "clean." I don't get what about people like that are appealing. One of my party friends in high school got heavy into blow. Saw him one day in our senior year. I'm like "Wtf happened to you?" "I've been running." Turned out he took about $10k from his mom's account by writing himself checks, and it almost led to their divorce. At a party one night, he was boasting that he has a hole between his nose. I loved blow personally, in high school and in the past decade, but I'd never let myself get hooked on that. It's powerful. You just got to wake up the next day, look at yourself in the mirror, and know that you can't live like that. Then again, I only did it if others had it. I never bought drugs illegally myself. I tried in high school, got into an awkward situation with a neo-Nazi, and never came back. Nothing violent. You could just sense that he was dangerous. He was telling me that he keeps his pot inside a snake pit. I only went there with friends after that.

Coke is a treat for a reason. Might get up with my brother's childhood best friend next year when I'm back in town. He messes with it, and we have to catch up. Plus he has stomach cancer. It's something you can't mess with like that. Last time, friends had to carry me to bed after 12 lines and 9 beers. That was the last time. Partied for another year until I ceased all of it, feeling that I was getting too old to do that. (I skipped all parties from after high school until I was about 28. Didn't even drink on my 21st.)

The average speed junkie crackhead makes for an interesting character. They'll lie about anything. They're the types who'll go in a mall parking lot telling strangers that they need $10 for gas or that their baby is dying. They are very feral in literal ways, from random, violent outbursts to trying to read anyone to see whom they can take advantage. It's a scene that requires you to be a hustler in every sense. I knew a crackhead as a teen. Long story. But he fit the profile. Died two years ago. Nice guy except for his addiction. Maybe he was a psychopath though

[saintegenevieve]

Jan 8, 2023 18:24:07 GMT -5 Slaughterama said:

Jan 8, 2023 16:08:00 GMT -5 saintegenevieve said:

Thanks for that. My husband and I were at Whole Foods last month. As I went to the bathroom, I read these fliers on the bulletin board for whom I presume are workers making their way to the back room where schedules are placed. It struck me as really weird to see bulletins about Hindu gurus about "finding peace" and individualistic expression, as well as finding your "true self."

My first thought was "Catholicism already does all of this stuff." Just by virtue of cultural exposure, it's going to make more intuitive sense than something exotic like Hinduism. My other thought was a bit darker. It struck me that bougie Americans in particular, and those whom fancy them like service economy laborers, are really debased and provincial. It would be hard to argue a single country is more parochial than India. There's no notion of "choice" there in the sense of what has characterized liberalism for hundreds of years. Different castes are highly discouraged from marrying one other. Marriages are often arranged. Women get gang raped, often by other women, literally, or are thrown acid in her face for turning down a village incel preoccupied with her, despite the fact that in at least one case, she was already married and that the incel was literally a stalker.

Not to mention their tendency in the US to be the most labor-exploitative people in the country. It wasn't rare in my area for one of them to buy up fast food and hotel franchises, hire underbelly people (in the most literal sense), cut their hours to under 25 so that the State (taxpayers) pay for their health insurance, and foster the most racist culture imaginable. I once worked front desk at one of the hotels. The owner literally fired a black girl who had been working there for 3 years for not being happy with a nickel raise. It's hard to describe business practices more parasitic. We were all paid minimum; then the owner decided to force us to pay for uniforms to be dry cleaned. I filed a labor complaint and got a $200 check sent to me at my college that I badly needed.

Remember that transgender weirdo in Britain? I don't remember his name. He was a Brit who'd get plastic surgeries and "self-identified" as Korean because he was into K-pop? It's the same kind of fetish. Korea is very parochial. I'm married to one. Yes, the most recent generation has changed, rapidly liberalized, and (sadly given how beautiful that population is) aren't having kids anymore. But go deal with older Koreans from the Korean War period. It's one of the only countries in the world where women kill men more than men kill women. Same in India. Why? Because guys beat TF out of their wives.

What led up to the LA Riots was a black girl who walked into a liquor store owned by Koreans. (Really, that stuff is parasitic too, no different than pawn shop owners, who exploit crackheads and the underbelly with jacked up prices, then get robbed for it.) I don't remember if she stole. She might have. Either way, the Korean woman blew her head off. Then jurors found her guilty on manslaughter, after which she faced no sentence. That was one of the predicates to the LA Riots and why the OJ Simpson case was so contentious. Let's be real. I'm not big into identity politics but I don't think she would have gotten away with shooting anyone else, then get off with no time on a manslaughter charge. That was also Los Angeles County. That and Orange County re-did Jim Crow after the South got scapegoated for race relations, which to this day impact the obscene real estate prices. That was a proactive measure by the elite within California, no different than how LAPD became the most militarized police force in the country by 1965 and ushered in three strikes. I'm not moralizing. I don't do that. Just saying, it is what it is and that's how the powers aligned. To this day, Orange County still has the most neo-Nazis per capita

So yes, there's a real phobia about the West and Western tradition. What these ethnomasochists don't get is that for their political cause, it won't get much better than it is here, right now, in the West and that India is no magic fix to their alienation. SJWs are finding that out now, having abandoned BLM because blacks knew the obvious that Ukrainians were given special treatment against Russia because they're "white" and Russians are "Mongoloids" (an old stereotype dated to the Russian Revolution, resurged by the liberal elite), and now SJWs have turned into hardcore Neocons. There's a reason why... it's because they can't socially engineer certain social issues in the US without backing from the administrative state. It's best to weaponize these issues (wokeism) under the pretext of human rights, then create fifth columnists out of that.

In my view, the United States has always been an inverted Marxist state, as much the left as the right doing that. (In fact, Republicans parallel Marxists to the tee in every sense but that's a more complicated framework.) I guess I'm partisan towards the Yockey view of the post-war situation. It's not that I'm cool with the interwar far right but I don't ascribe "evil" to it. Reality is that they were spearheads against Communism; without the Pope calling for a Crusade against Communism, they had to do the job. Reality is that all of Europe suffered for American foreign policy of that period: Empires died, we became a protectorate, Germany got flooded with porno, communism expanded into Poland (which FDR thought was a great idea because he was a debased creep), and the war against the European mind continues by increasingly destroying our notions of history, blood, folk, folklore, and faith, through the weapons of identity politics and consumerism.


EDIT: Yockey in the sense that American influence has been more dangerous than communism, nothing more. That's similar to people like Alain de Benoist

Hinduism’s samskaras and karma theories, if we take away names and talk about them plainly, these theories aren’t exclusive to Hinduism. Some or a lot of it is dated, but the stuff that I found great is covered in Western psychology, or is not really anything Jesus didn’t say. Having conversations with theologians, psychologists, educated people, the stuff to take away from it is universal. The spiritual teachings are the same spiritual teachings and a lot of the issue is people over sensationalise things, they need to come down off of their cloud sometimes, do less spiritual bypassing and process the stuff they never dealt with now, as an adult. 

In time we find ways to inhibit the parts of ourselves that we don’t like. For some it’s pretending to be someone else, sometimes spiritual bypassing, using drugs or any kind of addiction, or we stop identifying with the person we used to be or we stop identifying with our problems. So we create new ones! Haha.. A lot of distractions. Identity politics is a distraction. 

Interesting that you mentioned Korea/Koreans. During Japanese occupation Koreans were doing martial arts, and then following the Korean War exported much of it into the rest of the world. Though they Koreanized a lot of it, re-branded things, re-wrote their own history essentially. A lot of this went to the States. People claim to be of whatever lineage like it somehow makes them seem more important. They are important, but not any more or less important because of their lineage. 

Makes sense. I don't think I've worked out anything formal yet but we're on the same page

[saintegenevieve]

Weirdest woman I ever met...

It's hard to describe her. This was at college. She was this really thin, red-haired woman with a troll face, light eyes, buck teeth, almost like a Beetlejuice monster. She was so unattractive that I kind of felt sorry for her. She'd arrive to school a good hour or two before her classes started

What made her weird was that she'd approach me all the time while I was smoking or reading, then "trauma dumping" on me, as the young kids call it. She lived in the boonies of the county, in what seemed like a trailer park (it wasn't but the home was beat up - found that out last week), and told me about her husband's chronic alcoholism and shooting his shotgun through her roof (!). I knew of her daughter but never talked to her. She was kind of rotund and was really friendly with this communist sociology teacher who liked me a lot until he realized that I'm far right after he helped get me elected into office (which he insisted that I do - that was never a position I wanted)

Thing is, this woman was really unremarkable. I never really think about her except that she engaged me ALL THE TIME. And I'm really nice. I'll even cut classes to give people time. I don't like blowing off people. It was just a TALE OF WOE every morning. It's not like I can help her. You can tell that she's too low caste to want help or that she's into the drama in some weird way out histrionics are want to do.

She was retired from the Navy and was openly Republican, which is funny given that her daughter was "woke" before that was a thing. (I can see why.) This is how stupid she was. One day, she saw my mom. She asks me the next time in a somewhat confrontational way "Are you part Asian?" "Huh?" "I saw your mom. She looked Filipino." That's only on the basis that she's tanned with dark hair. That's her provincial this intellectually- disabled person was!! My mother doesn't look like a freaking Asian. She has a very European nose, bronze skin, and is a stereotypical Mediterranean. She had a lot of Filipina friends. No one would think that she was one of them

I was offended more because certain hillbillies in that county used to think like that. Like "Are you White?" Sure, I don't look Scots-Irish like these dysgenic rednecks with freckles and red hair, and I might have an anime slant in my eyes (there's very remote Indochinese blood in me from the Empire), but no one but those philistines would think I'm not white. That's just the height of retardation.

After that, given how pathetically needy she was and how I'd labor listening to her sad life, I don't think we ever spoke again. I don't think there was any confrontation. Call it Christian values but I'm not going to kick down a intellectually- disabled person. I'm going to keep my distance instead. She's too irredeemable to be corrected

__

Briefer one, sad case, but harmless. Fat guy, you could tell he was lumpen, seemingly gloomy, had glasses, always wore the same clothes in button down shirts and jeans. He was tragic because you could tell he was inquisitive without the training or the cognitive power to be much more than average. We had lunch a lot. I always hung out with random people but can never remember their names. My friends were always an ever-revolving door

What struck me is that one day I got a call in my office. "Who tf is that?" I was far right. There was a lot of heat on me from the Dean for how I ran my campaign, polemicized the administration, played up voter fraud briefly when opposition tried to have me be disqualified for electioneering (I won 85% of the vote), and made a lot of promises, most of which I kept, some I didn't, like having a whole new computer system be built when that was a state matter. I also got in trouble for writing a Fascist manifesto calling for a "Reign of Terror" against the administration and that their blood would run through the swamps of the local school. (I was unaware that school shootings were going on, so a few Karen's freaked out lol)

In this call, I answer. Caller is like "Huh, huh, hi?" My eyes squint, I'm going through my mental rolodex and realized it's him: "Kevin?" "Huh," as he chuckles "Yeah." My eyebrows raise: "Ok... why are you calling?" It was hard not to be curt. He asked me a really out there policy question that he seemed to think of on a whim, being neither intelligent nor relevant. "Kevin, I'm really busy. Please call if it's relevant." That was that

Not sure I saw him much after that since I hated my job there. I'd just sit in my office posting on a far right forum, grunt when I'd have to put up fliers, then get all Mussolini during board meetings, bullying supporters and happy people for trying to make meetings go for 3 hours only for vanity reasons. I'd just yell at people and say "I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS SHIT! JUST PASS THE GODDAMN BILL!! WE'LL FIGURE OUT THE DETAILS LATER ABOUT WHO'S GOING TO CLEAN THE ING MICROWAVE!!" Pretty sure my approvals weren't high but it didn't matter. I was invincible in that year despite my misery

Didn't run again. Looking back, I should have done a second term though. It was fun to destroy the well-funded progressives backed by the administration when I mocked their handing out candy, waged polemics against the administration, played up a populist right thing, call my opponent a f*, among other things.

If any of that sounds weird or way too close to what happened in America about a decade later, remember that I was heavily influenced by Jean-Marie Le Pen. So was my mother. We'd follow the news all the time. Playing up voter fraud, insulting opponents, uniting everyone, and calling everyone either part of the Establishment or controlled opposition was par for the course.

My opponent was the successor of this dental hygienist who thought of politics as being Barack Obama photo shoots for optics. I found her shallow and contemptible. I accused her successor of being gay. He may or may not have been. We shook hands once and I was like "Dang, that was limp." I saw his Facebook recently. He promotes heavily a progressive offshoot of Christianity with rainbow crosses. Maybe I was right. Either way, nothing personal and hope he has lived a great life. It was just politics

I was (and am) a cultured thug for sure

Final note: I also thought Kevin was evasive about his army past. I thought he was a pedo. He had to be in his 50's. Maybe 40's. Looked like a heavy drinker. Obviously you don't ask such questions and he was nice otherwise. I went through the Registry and never saw anything. Never knew where he lived. Hope he's happy.

My campaign team was a weird anarchist kid and another weird underbelly character I knew from the 6th grade who ended up in juvie for stealing a car at 12, then getting into a police chase. He was there until he was 18. He recognized me despite only being a classmate with him for a few months. Nice guy but troubled. His girlfriend came to the school one day with his face on a t-shirt. "What happened to him?" "He went missing." Dude showed up months later, saying he didn't know where he was. They're now married. So MY TEAM beat the prissy progressives 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[saintegenevieve]

Guess I'll add this too.

Votes got counted. I win by 85%, which ROCKED the school. I raise up my arms taunting everyone because I'm a f'in HEEEEL. They start to protest that I electioneered since I was accused of campaigning near the booths. (Don't know if that was true, but rules are what to me anyway?) When they leveled that charge, I thought they were going to toss the race. Felt like a conspiracy. Of course, being a Fascist b* that I was, I bark something like "No, you can't accuse me of cheating, you f*!!" In the office, I protest that I won 85% of the vote so even if I did cheat (and I might have), it was moot because whatever I could have gained from electioneering that day, given that only 10 computer geeks were in the cafeteria, it wouldn't have changed the outcome. The vote counter conceded

It may have been that day or the next day. I'm walking out of the cafeteria. As I'm in the small lobby moving into the breezeway, oh geez, it's the PRESIDENT/DEAN OF THE SCHOOL

"Hi. Congratulations on your victory."

This is all performance to me so I'm like nice for once, "Sure, thanks, great race. Thank you."

Then he pulls me in with a devious smirk. "Look, you don't run the show here. You're the President because we let you have that position. You don't run a thing. This is nothing more than a position to make the students think they have a voice. If you cross me, you're done. We will have you removed." I was shocked. Like * gulp * "Didn't mean to make you mad, bruh" was what I was thinking...

My husband and I talked about my term recently. I told him that I'm not sure if it was the Dean or the Second in Command of the school. I find it incomprehensible that it was the Dean given how polite he is everywhere. Total Southern politician. He even offered me a ride home one day from his office. I declined. Nothing about him worried me. It was a nice gesture. I just don't take rides from people unless I know that I won't get in their way

The Second in Command was a ding dong to me a few times when I was there. He was the First's attack dog. That is why I want to say it was him. But I remember that it was the Dean. It had to be. He must have been PISSED that I won. But besides never having read the Constitution, shutting people down at meetings, bullying others to pass my bills, he didn't seem bothered by me. We had a good relationship. I guess he walked away not thinking that I was insane, that I treated politics as a theatrical performance, and was professional with the Board of Trustees.

Third in Command's son died from my high school. I liked him a lot too. He was a bro so I get along with guys like him. I was the deciding vote for police presence on campus. I was late at the meeting and had to come up with a fast argument. Just said that college is the second chance for a lot of people (without mentioning myself), cops will mess with some for no reason, that the weed grown on campus can be fixed by our own security team, that our crime stats are low and that they'll increase 5 fold with police presence ("and no one will ever want to go to college here again"), and that even if we did have a school shooting, the campus is suitable for people to flee easily, and if they can't, cops aren't going to be helpful anyway since either an incident is happening or it's not, and that they'll be here in 2 minutes if something does happen. Vote was 50/50. I broke the tie. Haven't had (as far as I'm aware as of 2016) cops on campus to this day

[layzie]

that's called not liking someone lol

[screech]

saintegenevieve

[attidudanalagression]

This white trash kid I went to high school with accidentally killed a man who was working on his truck on the shoulder of the road. Obviously I felt terrible for the innocent victim. But I honestly felt bad for the kid. He was 16 and I was thinking his life will be changed forever but also an immeasurable amount of guilt. Well, he comes back to school bragging about how he “caught his first body,” tryna be hood and impress people. Everyone and I mean everyone was disgusted. Just imagine bragging about vehicular manslaughter….

[saintegenevieve]

Jan 10, 2023 20:25:50 GMT -5 layzie said:

that's called not liking someone lol

Want a funny one? My knife-throwing words are often not personal. This kid, I didn't like him at all. He looked like a crackhead Doug Funnie with a dysgenic nose

Behind the cafeteria was this patio. I'd just smoke cigarettes and maybe talk with a few. One day, that kid came up. Something about his face looked so abnormal... Geez was he ugly. Think of Jason Voohries from the first Friday the 13th but thinner, weird piranha lips straight from Faces of Death, this small dysgenic nose, dressed like JAWN CENA

He'd try to mack on me by telling me he had a soccer scholarship to UCLA. (I would go there incidentally years later.) But you could tell something was off about him. He'd go from Cena circa 2004 to being a "Christian rapper," which is broke. One day, after I declined his advances, he was hitting on my home school friend with a free style. You knew he was a predator

One day, this fat Cuban with two missing front teeth showed up trashing him behind his back. I ask him what's wrong with this loser. He told me that at a party in the boonies where he lived, that kid stole his car. He was really hurt - not that I cared. Lower tier people congregate and get hurt together. But w/e. I could tell that he was a criminal.

That weird kid who went missing from my 6th grade class about decked him out. He was feral though I accepted him for his flaws. He said that the Crackhead Doug Funnie was mouthing something under his breath. I de-ecalated that

One day, he was whining about abortion and telling people how much he hated it. He said "My mother got raped. If she had gotten an abortion, I wouldn't be alive." (Thanks for making the eugenics point to that policy unwittingly.) Then I was looking at his face and it made sense. He's an incest baby. He is literally dysgenic. I would guess that his grandpa raped his mom, and out came this mutant

I usually forget about underbelly freaks but I did find out his name one day. And I looked at his record. It's a TON of past charges and he just got out of prison (again) for probation violation. His girlfriend is a 50+ year old prostitute hag and dope fiend who writes nothing but melodramas on Facebook: "I NEED A RIDE," "I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS CAR JUST HIT MY DOG!!" "CHRIS, BABY, WHERE ARE YOU? I LOVE YOU! WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER YOUR PHONE?" "MY PHONE BROKE TODAY," "I NEED MONEY! I'M STARVING!!"

This woman is a freak. Her teeth totally hang out of her mouth since she has no bodyfat on her face. She can't possibly weigh much more than a hundred pounds at her age since she clearly skips meals in between blowing someone for drug money and getting her next fix. She's intellectually- disabled. She has been with that loser boyfriend of hers, 19 years her junior, for what seems like years. I would bet money that he pimps her out while he's blowing some Gacy character for drug money

His family are these home school weirdos. Like evangelicals who adopt kids. Just a bunch of kooks with money from real estate, like a lot of hustlers with average IQs. Same with car salesmen

[saintegenevieve]

Jan 10, 2023 23:52:25 GMT -5 attidudanalagression said:

This white trash kid I went to high school with accidentally killed a man who was working on his truck on the shoulder of the road. Obviously I felt terrible for the innocent victim. But I honestly felt bad for the kid. He was 16 and I was thinking his life will be changed forever but also an immeasurable amount of guilt. Well, he comes back to school bragging about how he “caught his first body,” tryna be hood and impress people. Everyone and I mean everyone was disgusted. Just imagine bragging about vehicular manslaughter….

That's a good one. Had a similar issue

He wasn't white trash technically. He lived in a middle class neighborhood but raised by his grandma. Maybe his mom was a junkie.

A lot of people liked him. I never did. One gift I have is to be able to read someone's sins. I've called a lot of people out in advance, including Jared Fogle (porn peddler), years before he got arrested. There was something about that kid's eyes that seemed "off" to me. He would invite me to parties. I went to one and he was popping Tylenol with alcohol. Like "Ya, I'm leaving."

Thing that was weird is I don't ever remember seeing him at any parties for someone who was down to do hard stuff. Not sure what the politics of that were. But a few middle class girls always thought he redeemable, and probably was dangerous enough to be attractive. To me, he dressed like a milquetoast boy band type with a Limp Biscut attitude. So walking through the middle class neighborhood, he would pop up at the most random homes. Not parties but kids, younger than my class of which he was part

Our class graduates. Fast forward a year later, people go to college, the more seedy ones might be around for another year and so you see them at gas stations, and my circle of friends start to diminish fast. No big deal. I read the paper one morning. Dude KILLED a kid. And I was not at all surprised by it. Like, "I knew you'd get into this."

A friend told me what happened 20 years later roughly. He and his friends were near the middle school and heard a car roaring through - screech, halt. He didn't look to see what happened. Turned out that his friend died. He was joyriding with that idiot, who was driving 85 mph in a 25. That's how stupid he was

In a miracle, he got off. From what I heard, the victim's parents didn't want retribution. They "forgave" him. Second, the impact was so hard that they BOTH flew out of their seatbelts, intersecting. Because the State couldn't decide who was the driver, the prosecutor let him plea to something like reckless driving. No idea what happened after that

Years later, I am at the surgeon's office to get a lump from my breast removed. My mom thought it was breast cancer and freaked out. And I see this secretary. No idea who she was. She tells me that she's dating that guy! I just shake my head like "You b*es always fall for this loser." He's not smart, he's chronically unemployed, and his only selling point is that he can change or something. I don't get it. And he's kind of empty in the eyes and in the heart

Then I see him a few weeks later!! I ignore him except to keep it really brief. "I changed, I changed." It's almost like he was watching me. Screwed up people like that take mental tabs on people. How would that secretary even know who I was?

I saw him last about 10 years ago. He came in the book store in a Chick-fil-A uniform, and you could tell that he was beaten by life. I felt sorry for him but I didn't approach. He's kind of a demon. You don't want someone like that sensing a vulnerability. People like him exploit others. They spit them up and chew them out. De novo. Rinse, repeat