Post by recklessmatten on Mar 27, 2008 17:23:42 GMT -5
Reckless is sitting down in his chair. Legs crossed, arms folded and eyes focused on the fire that is in the middle of the park. The flames give a shining reflection into his eyes, giving him more of an angry and dark look. There is no natural light other then the fire in front of him.
Can it really be happening? Can it really be over?
Reckless: What is this feeling that consumes me inside? I really do not understand it. Is it guilt, anger, sadness, loneliness, sorrow? I really do not have a clue. Maybe its confusion. Or maybe its fear. To be honest it can be all of these things, piled into one. A mixed emotion of random feelings that are trying to get in all at once.
Reckless closes his eyes, and rubs his face with both hands. His head is pointed up. He opens his eyes and looks up into the stars. The smoke from the fire lays a blanket over the sky, acting like very feint clouds. Reckless lets out a sigh.
Reckless: I just don't believe it. Why am I letting this get to me? Its just a
ing show thats ending. What the hell is wrong? What I am not able to keep control of myself, why can I not keep my feelings locked up inside?
Why am I doing this?
Reckless gets up out of his chair and walks over towards the fire. He sits down on a muddy log next to the fire. The smoke is getting a little thicker, as more wood is being burnt. Reckless takes a stick and pokes the middle of the stick. All of a sudden Reckless smacks the stick on the ground, putting his head in his hands.
Reckless: I can't let this overcome me, I can not let my feelings control me. I need to maintain my focus. I need to take a hold of my feelings and squash them down into nothing, and take out my anger on Flamez and not an inanimate object like this damn twig.
Reckless gets up and walks back over to his chair. He slumps into it, and looks down to the floor. His yawns, and his eyes slowly being to shut. He drifts off.....
Can I focus this anger and aggression I have running in my veins? Can I use it to extinguish Flamez into a pile of ash? Or will every other emotion spill out, leaving me a crumpled mess on the floor?
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Meh Rp for my standard in my opinion.
Comments and such
-Reckless-
Can it really be happening? Can it really be over?
Reckless: What is this feeling that consumes me inside? I really do not understand it. Is it guilt, anger, sadness, loneliness, sorrow? I really do not have a clue. Maybe its confusion. Or maybe its fear. To be honest it can be all of these things, piled into one. A mixed emotion of random feelings that are trying to get in all at once.
Reckless closes his eyes, and rubs his face with both hands. His head is pointed up. He opens his eyes and looks up into the stars. The smoke from the fire lays a blanket over the sky, acting like very feint clouds. Reckless lets out a sigh.
Reckless: I just don't believe it. Why am I letting this get to me? Its just a
ing show thats ending. What the hell is wrong? What I am not able to keep control of myself, why can I not keep my feelings locked up inside?Why am I doing this?
Reckless gets up out of his chair and walks over towards the fire. He sits down on a muddy log next to the fire. The smoke is getting a little thicker, as more wood is being burnt. Reckless takes a stick and pokes the middle of the stick. All of a sudden Reckless smacks the stick on the ground, putting his head in his hands.
Reckless: I can't let this overcome me, I can not let my feelings control me. I need to maintain my focus. I need to take a hold of my feelings and squash them down into nothing, and take out my anger on Flamez and not an inanimate object like this damn twig.
Reckless gets up and walks back over to his chair. He slumps into it, and looks down to the floor. His yawns, and his eyes slowly being to shut. He drifts off.....
Can I focus this anger and aggression I have running in my veins? Can I use it to extinguish Flamez into a pile of ash? Or will every other emotion spill out, leaving me a crumpled mess on the floor?
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Meh Rp for my standard in my opinion.
Comments and such
-Reckless-
