Post by recklessmatten on Jan 3, 2008 11:14:52 GMT -5
Reckless is laying down across a plank of wood, balancing on two concrete breeze blocks. The sun is slowly rising above the trees, and the birds are slowly starting to fill the skies looking for their daily meal. Reckless slowly rolls onto his side and stares blankly at the ashes where the large fire once stood.
Reckless: As the year 2008 begins, alot of people will be working out their new years resolutions. Basic things like, not to bit my nails, not to be a bitch to my mother, and all that expected crap. But what are my resolutions?
Reckless sits up and yawns as he stretches his arms and legs. A bird lands next to him, and Reckless stares as it. He raises his hand and the bird flies off startled. He stands up and walks over towards a huge wood pile, grabbing a large bundle of logs. He tosses them onto the ash where a fire was, and he starts to arrange them.
Reckless: Do i want to stop being a self made outcast? Should i get more interactive with people on the outside world? I could use these as my resolutions, but i really do not want to change. I like being this outcast, i like being alone. But how long will i remain in this trail of thought?
Reckless leans to reach some lighter fluid and douses the logs in it before he drops a lit match on it and jumps back as the flame lights up the the logs. Reckless stands up and walks over to his chair and sits down in it.
Reckless: I have only once stood side by side with someone, who i thought i could trust. But that dropped down like a rose wilting away in desert heat. I admit, there are people who i 'respect' but that is all.
Reckless: When i was young, i was so into making new years resolutions. Things like i will grow my hair past my shoulders, i will get myself a steady 9 till 5 job or get a good education, i will work on relationships with family and friends. But did i really ever do any of these? The hair yes, the rest, No. I slowly drifted away from society, lost touch with my family and friends, and became this 'outcast'. But when i wrestle, i'm a whole different person.
Reckless gets up out of his chair and walks back over to the plank of wood he woke up on. He lays back down on it, facing the sky, watching the birds fly past. He closes his eyes and folds his arms. Reckless slowly falls into a dreamy sleep.
Reckless wakes up suddenly and sits up. He accidentally kicks over a bucket of water and it spills over the fire, putting it out. He gets up and kicks the bucket away before he sits down rubbing his eyes.
Reckless: What did i have to do?
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Notes: My name is Matten (actually thats my last name but everyone calls me it)
Need a new name for rM either The Reckless Abandon or just rM lol
Invisible kid
Never see what he did
Got stuck where he did
Fallen through the grid
Never see what he did
Got stuck where he did
Fallen through the grid
Reckless: As the year 2008 begins, alot of people will be working out their new years resolutions. Basic things like, not to bit my nails, not to be a bitch to my mother, and all that expected crap. But what are my resolutions?
Reckless sits up and yawns as he stretches his arms and legs. A bird lands next to him, and Reckless stares as it. He raises his hand and the bird flies off startled. He stands up and walks over towards a huge wood pile, grabbing a large bundle of logs. He tosses them onto the ash where a fire was, and he starts to arrange them.
Invisible kid
Got a place of his own
Where he’ll never be known
Inward he’s grown
Got a place of his own
Where he’ll never be known
Inward he’s grown
Reckless: Do i want to stop being a self made outcast? Should i get more interactive with people on the outside world? I could use these as my resolutions, but i really do not want to change. I like being this outcast, i like being alone. But how long will i remain in this trail of thought?
Reckless leans to reach some lighter fluid and douses the logs in it before he drops a lit match on it and jumps back as the flame lights up the the logs. Reckless stands up and walks over to his chair and sits down in it.
Reckless: I have only once stood side by side with someone, who i thought i could trust. But that dropped down like a rose wilting away in desert heat. I admit, there are people who i 'respect' but that is all.
Invisible kid
Locked away in his brain
From the shame and the pain
World down the drain
Locked away in his brain
From the shame and the pain
World down the drain
Reckless: When i was young, i was so into making new years resolutions. Things like i will grow my hair past my shoulders, i will get myself a steady 9 till 5 job or get a good education, i will work on relationships with family and friends. But did i really ever do any of these? The hair yes, the rest, No. I slowly drifted away from society, lost touch with my family and friends, and became this 'outcast'. But when i wrestle, i'm a whole different person.
Reckless gets up out of his chair and walks back over to the plank of wood he woke up on. He lays back down on it, facing the sky, watching the birds fly past. He closes his eyes and folds his arms. Reckless slowly falls into a dreamy sleep.
Hey Matten, come out and play. We found this really cool spot to tear up and make our own.
I don't wanna come out. I have....stuff i need to do.
You never come out anymore man, whats happened.
I said i have stuff to do.
I don't wanna come out. I have....stuff i need to do.
You never come out anymore man, whats happened.
I said i have stuff to do.
Reckless wakes up suddenly and sits up. He accidentally kicks over a bucket of water and it spills over the fire, putting it out. He gets up and kicks the bucket away before he sits down rubbing his eyes.
Reckless: What did i have to do?
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Notes: My name is Matten (actually thats my last name but everyone calls me it)
Need a new name for rM either The Reckless Abandon or just rM lol