Post by veronicaaaahhhh on Dec 13, 2007 3:52:40 GMT -5
Los Ojos de Wayne McGurk
Wayne left his eyes closed as the sun pierced by; shades of brightness ripping through the sparkled darkness… It stung. It surprised Wayne for a moment there; the darkness he saw wasn’t completely black. Despite the vast stretch of darkness before him, speckles of dim, but rather bright lights flickered around him.
Fuck, now he felt alone, and blind.
Wayne opened his eyes; breathing deeply, he looked towards the sun. The weather in his spot in the world had been on and off. He was in that kind of place that was often advertised with white, sandy beaches; blue, pristine water, and never ending sun. All he got in his two days here was rain, with a little sun passing through every now and again, only to be covered again by rain.
Wayne reached for the Camel’s, lit a stick, stuck it between his lips, lit it, and had a puff.
Now, I am alive.
It took Wayne twenty minutes to get up. He was already awake for about a half hour before then, he just laid in bed; awake, with his eyes closed.
Wayne took his time getting up, the pain in his back hurting him again; fuck, it was never going to leave. He rolled himself to the edge of the bed, sat up, and rubbed the wax off his eyes. He got up, took a leak, and here he was now at the edge of a thousand dollar a night room; fuck, its more than what he makes for a match, sometimes.
Vanessa had left the window open to let the sun shine through. Wayne tipped the ashes of the cigarette on the sand, as he stepped barefoot into the beach.
Hey.
Wayne smiled at the sound of her voice. Even until now, he felt that warmth inside him; it just feels nice.
Hey
Wayne turned her way, as she sat at the edge of the bed with her legs crossed and her elbows pinned upon the mattress.
How was breakfast?
He was walking her way now.
I didn’t eat breakfast.
Why not?
I wasn’t in the mood.
Vanessa unbuttoning her blouse now.
What’d you do then?
Nothing.
You went outside to do nothing?
I walked around a bit.
Vanessa rose off the bed; rocking her shoulders gently as she slipped off her blouse.
What you doin’ now?
Vanessa smiled at him as she reached her arms around her back.
What does it look like I’m doing?
Standing there, smiling, Vanessa slipped off her bra; Wayne felt himself grow hard.
I could conjure a thousand things.
Hey, that’s my line…
Vanessa turned away and walked, slowly to the bathroom.
Wayne flicked the cigarette off his hands, exhaled a little smoke, pressed his hand against his lips and blew Vanessa a kiss.
Something’s will just never change, I like that. And whether I may or may not, something’s do change, it happens. Now, with what I’ve given off myself in the past to the WFWF and my own selfish career, I’m still hurting. And with every step I take into the ring, I see the doors to my in-ring career closing slowly before me. And I feel nothing but selfishness and anger, at myself, when I see guys who deserve what I have, and maybe even more, night after night, put their careers and their lives on the line for my financial benefit.
On a thought, it doesn’t even seem worth it. On another, it’s that sacrifice we all need to further better ourselves. Now personally, I understand both thoughts. Here I was, one year ago, busting my ass to put food on our table and to get to where I am now, but when it was all set in stone, I started to hurt. I just could not keep up with the demands of my career anymore, and I hurt for a long time. I’d hurt myself when I would fight, and for what?
I don’t spend my money, I was pretty well off; I mean, I certainly didn’t need to wrestle, but I did. And why I did continues to remain a mystery. Was it love for our sport? Perhaps, I never saw myself quitting, let alone taking a time off. Although I have considered it. Or maybe it’s the sadistic rush I get from physically punishing my opponent… I’ll never know.
So, I took things as they came and decided not to push myself. I reckoned I’m comfortable at where I am. Who would have thought that I would do this, run the WFWF? My whole reason for being here, in this small paradise, is purely for business affairs; tv rights, merchandise, licensing, and the like.
I’m not just a fucking wrestler, I’m a fucking businessman.
I’m going to take my time now, because I have all the time in the world.
Stepping back into the room, Wayne heard the feint sound of the shower. Wayne walked towards the bathroom, and from the stained-glass doors that divided them, Wayne saw Vanessa clearly.
Man hadn’t bathed yet…
Wayne opened the doors to the bathroom and stepped inside.
***
Wayne…
Yeah?
Tell me everything’ll be alright.
Everything will be alright.
You promise?
I promise.
I promise too.
Wayne knelt before Vanessa; Vanessa sitting on a bench before him, ring gear on, legs spread- Wayne in the space between her legs. Wayne held his forehead against Vanessa’s, and in that moment, he closed his eyes; taking in every breath she took and every word she said.
The sound Melissa Auf Der Maur’s “Followed The Waves”, Vanessa’s entrance song, echoed to where they were; the corridors of a hole in the wall recreation hall that housed a thousand, probably even less.
That’s you.
Not for another forty seconds or so.
So, that’s how long I’m going to have you, eh?
It’s a little under thirty now.
Wayne opened his eyes, leaned forward, and kissed her. Vanessa pressed her lips in turn and slowly parted them; letting Wayne in. Their heads rocked as they searched for the perfect fit.
Slowly, Vanessa pulled away and dropped her head against Wayne’s.
That’s me.
Not ‘til after fifteen, twenty minutes.
I can’t hardly wait.
She murmured, softly.
Neither can I.
Wayne,
Yeah?
Why are we this way?
I reckon that its on account of who we are. What do you think?
I think so too.
Wayne kissed her once more.
Vanessa stood, and slowly, she drifted down the corridor; Wayne slowly letting go of her hand.
Hey.
Yeah?
Everything’s going to be alright.
Vanessa stopped before the curtain, turned to Wayne, pressed her lips on her palm and blew him a kiss.
Wayne left his eyes closed as the sun pierced by; shades of brightness ripping through the sparkled darkness… It stung. It surprised Wayne for a moment there; the darkness he saw wasn’t completely black. Despite the vast stretch of darkness before him, speckles of dim, but rather bright lights flickered around him.
Fuck, now he felt alone, and blind.
Wayne opened his eyes; breathing deeply, he looked towards the sun. The weather in his spot in the world had been on and off. He was in that kind of place that was often advertised with white, sandy beaches; blue, pristine water, and never ending sun. All he got in his two days here was rain, with a little sun passing through every now and again, only to be covered again by rain.
Wayne reached for the Camel’s, lit a stick, stuck it between his lips, lit it, and had a puff.
Now, I am alive.
It took Wayne twenty minutes to get up. He was already awake for about a half hour before then, he just laid in bed; awake, with his eyes closed.
Wayne took his time getting up, the pain in his back hurting him again; fuck, it was never going to leave. He rolled himself to the edge of the bed, sat up, and rubbed the wax off his eyes. He got up, took a leak, and here he was now at the edge of a thousand dollar a night room; fuck, its more than what he makes for a match, sometimes.
Vanessa had left the window open to let the sun shine through. Wayne tipped the ashes of the cigarette on the sand, as he stepped barefoot into the beach.
Hey.
Wayne smiled at the sound of her voice. Even until now, he felt that warmth inside him; it just feels nice.
Hey
Wayne turned her way, as she sat at the edge of the bed with her legs crossed and her elbows pinned upon the mattress.
How was breakfast?
He was walking her way now.
I didn’t eat breakfast.
Why not?
I wasn’t in the mood.
Vanessa unbuttoning her blouse now.
What’d you do then?
Nothing.
You went outside to do nothing?
I walked around a bit.
Vanessa rose off the bed; rocking her shoulders gently as she slipped off her blouse.
What you doin’ now?
Vanessa smiled at him as she reached her arms around her back.
What does it look like I’m doing?
Standing there, smiling, Vanessa slipped off her bra; Wayne felt himself grow hard.
I could conjure a thousand things.
Hey, that’s my line…
Vanessa turned away and walked, slowly to the bathroom.
Wayne flicked the cigarette off his hands, exhaled a little smoke, pressed his hand against his lips and blew Vanessa a kiss.
Something’s will just never change, I like that. And whether I may or may not, something’s do change, it happens. Now, with what I’ve given off myself in the past to the WFWF and my own selfish career, I’m still hurting. And with every step I take into the ring, I see the doors to my in-ring career closing slowly before me. And I feel nothing but selfishness and anger, at myself, when I see guys who deserve what I have, and maybe even more, night after night, put their careers and their lives on the line for my financial benefit.
On a thought, it doesn’t even seem worth it. On another, it’s that sacrifice we all need to further better ourselves. Now personally, I understand both thoughts. Here I was, one year ago, busting my ass to put food on our table and to get to where I am now, but when it was all set in stone, I started to hurt. I just could not keep up with the demands of my career anymore, and I hurt for a long time. I’d hurt myself when I would fight, and for what?
I don’t spend my money, I was pretty well off; I mean, I certainly didn’t need to wrestle, but I did. And why I did continues to remain a mystery. Was it love for our sport? Perhaps, I never saw myself quitting, let alone taking a time off. Although I have considered it. Or maybe it’s the sadistic rush I get from physically punishing my opponent… I’ll never know.
So, I took things as they came and decided not to push myself. I reckoned I’m comfortable at where I am. Who would have thought that I would do this, run the WFWF? My whole reason for being here, in this small paradise, is purely for business affairs; tv rights, merchandise, licensing, and the like.
I’m not just a fucking wrestler, I’m a fucking businessman.
I’m going to take my time now, because I have all the time in the world.
Stepping back into the room, Wayne heard the feint sound of the shower. Wayne walked towards the bathroom, and from the stained-glass doors that divided them, Wayne saw Vanessa clearly.
Man hadn’t bathed yet…
Wayne opened the doors to the bathroom and stepped inside.
***
Wayne…
Yeah?
Tell me everything’ll be alright.
Everything will be alright.
You promise?
I promise.
I promise too.
Wayne knelt before Vanessa; Vanessa sitting on a bench before him, ring gear on, legs spread- Wayne in the space between her legs. Wayne held his forehead against Vanessa’s, and in that moment, he closed his eyes; taking in every breath she took and every word she said.
The sound Melissa Auf Der Maur’s “Followed The Waves”, Vanessa’s entrance song, echoed to where they were; the corridors of a hole in the wall recreation hall that housed a thousand, probably even less.
That’s you.
Not for another forty seconds or so.
So, that’s how long I’m going to have you, eh?
It’s a little under thirty now.
Wayne opened his eyes, leaned forward, and kissed her. Vanessa pressed her lips in turn and slowly parted them; letting Wayne in. Their heads rocked as they searched for the perfect fit.
Slowly, Vanessa pulled away and dropped her head against Wayne’s.
That’s me.
Not ‘til after fifteen, twenty minutes.
I can’t hardly wait.
She murmured, softly.
Neither can I.
Wayne,
Yeah?
Why are we this way?
I reckon that its on account of who we are. What do you think?
I think so too.
Wayne kissed her once more.
Vanessa stood, and slowly, she drifted down the corridor; Wayne slowly letting go of her hand.
Hey.
Yeah?
Everything’s going to be alright.
Vanessa stopped before the curtain, turned to Wayne, pressed her lips on her palm and blew him a kiss.