Post by theicwguy on Feb 18, 2019 17:31:40 GMT -5
Glasgow Psychiatric Hospital
18/4/2019
"It didn't work Ryan! Your plan failed!"
"AGAIN!"
Big ing deal! Some psychiatrist you are anyway. If you were half as good as you say you are I would be 'fixed' by now (in your eyes anyway) and could be done with all this...
"If you want to see results you have to be willing to change...Ryan. I want to see you succeed, I want what's best for Ryan Payne, NOT "Needles. I have dealt with clients like you before, stubborn at first but they show potential and they all eventually see the light.
Are you saying Needles is just a character, a mask, some sort of disguise I hide behind because I don't want anyone to see through to the real me?
Because I can guarantee you Ryan Payne and Needles is the same person whether you like it or not. Don't disregard Needles because you don't like that side of me. We are the same person. Ryan Payne and Needles share the same body, same mind, same emotions Needles ain't going anywhere... Anyway! How do you expect me to change when I know no other way. What is there to change? Did I come here to serve up destruction every single night?
YES!
Did I annihilate Chris Priceless?
YES!
"But are you not here to win Ryan?"
"Isn't THAT your end goal?"
"Isn't that the sole reason for you joining the WFWF in the first place?"
"Don't you want to be champion someday?"
"Sure...you like, you love violence, brutality, deathmatches galore. Oh I'm Ryan Needles Payne and I live for the moment. It's maybe cool for a little while seeing your name on some random guys Instagram feed with a caption of "#you sick ..."
"But don't you want more?"
"Don't you crave that change Ryan?"
"After all, isn't this whole scenario of you going out promising destruction, partially delivering but ultimately, under-achieving going to get a bit-played out, wishy-washy, transparent, boring - dare I say? This whole gimmick is inevitably, whether you like it or more so can admit it is going to be your premature downfall."
"I want what's best for you, I want Ryan Payne to be remembered for something more than ALMOST killing Chris Priceless because after all lets face it, in 10 years time are people going to say..."
"OH REMEMBER THAT GUY RYAN PAYNE THAT ALMOST KILLED THAT ONE GUY AND DID NOTHING ELSE MEMORABLE IN HIS ENTIRE CAREER?"
"Or would you rather people reminisce of back in the day..."
"OH REMEMBER THAT GUY RYAN PAYNE THAT STARTED OUT SLOW, GRADUALLY GAINED MOMENTUM AND EVENTUALLY WENT ON TO BECOME AN CHAMPION AND INSPIRATION TO BECOME A BETTER VERSION OF YOURSELF?"
"Right now you are a violent thug which is a mediocre carbon copy of everything and everyone before you without an ounce of originality or depth!"
"You may think that you are unique, you may even think you are a bad-ass with the baseball bat and creepy music, a montage of rebellion, but to the general audience you are nothing more than a lame lower-midcarder sorry excuse for a wrestler who is burning all crediblily he has left with every match."
"Sure! You have your handful of followers!"
"The anti-societal misfits who worship the ground you walk on just because they can relate to you more than the rest of the roster because they are mentally incapable of forming their own opinions of the world around them."
"So they look to you for answers, a man who is unable to help himself, nevermind the people around him."
"You chastise the old-timers of the WFWF as you say (who are mostly in a similar age group to yourself may I remind you) for constantly bleeding the good ole days, oh the good old days with, Drakz, Trace Demon, Kyzer! Frank Lynn!
"All because they're passionate about this business and are forced to look back on those 'good ole' days' for something half decent to talk about with the exception of Mesh of course. I believe the reason you hate the originals so much is because you are jealous of everything they have accomplished."
"I find it ironic that you take this stance in the first place considering the amount of times you have spoken of Chris Priceless ever since that 'infamous' match."
"If you really do hate those guys, as I said already and feel the need to show them up and change the landscape of this place then you are going the wrong way about it. You are allowing Chris Priceless to become a burden to you, you are mirroring your detractors in a negative way with YOUR 'histories' as opposed to theirs."
"I will admit, their persistance on the recollection of the past and days gone by is growing increasingly arduous."
"BUT..."
"This is your chance to change everything Ryan!"
"I ask so many questions because only you have the answers."
"I can help you but that starts by helping yourself."
"I'm leaving it up to you Ryan. You have all the answers now!"
18/4/2019
"It didn't work Ryan! Your plan failed!"
"AGAIN!"
Big ing deal! Some psychiatrist you are anyway. If you were half as good as you say you are I would be 'fixed' by now (in your eyes anyway) and could be done with all this...
"If you want to see results you have to be willing to change...Ryan. I want to see you succeed, I want what's best for Ryan Payne, NOT "Needles. I have dealt with clients like you before, stubborn at first but they show potential and they all eventually see the light.
Are you saying Needles is just a character, a mask, some sort of disguise I hide behind because I don't want anyone to see through to the real me?
Because I can guarantee you Ryan Payne and Needles is the same person whether you like it or not. Don't disregard Needles because you don't like that side of me. We are the same person. Ryan Payne and Needles share the same body, same mind, same emotions Needles ain't going anywhere... Anyway! How do you expect me to change when I know no other way. What is there to change? Did I come here to serve up destruction every single night?
YES!
Did I annihilate Chris Priceless?
YES!
"But are you not here to win Ryan?"
"Isn't THAT your end goal?"
"Isn't that the sole reason for you joining the WFWF in the first place?"
"Don't you want to be champion someday?"
"Sure...you like, you love violence, brutality, deathmatches galore. Oh I'm Ryan Needles Payne and I live for the moment. It's maybe cool for a little while seeing your name on some random guys Instagram feed with a caption of "#you sick ..."
"But don't you want more?"
"Don't you crave that change Ryan?"
"After all, isn't this whole scenario of you going out promising destruction, partially delivering but ultimately, under-achieving going to get a bit-played out, wishy-washy, transparent, boring - dare I say? This whole gimmick is inevitably, whether you like it or more so can admit it is going to be your premature downfall."
"I want what's best for you, I want Ryan Payne to be remembered for something more than ALMOST killing Chris Priceless because after all lets face it, in 10 years time are people going to say..."
"OH REMEMBER THAT GUY RYAN PAYNE THAT ALMOST KILLED THAT ONE GUY AND DID NOTHING ELSE MEMORABLE IN HIS ENTIRE CAREER?"
"Or would you rather people reminisce of back in the day..."
"OH REMEMBER THAT GUY RYAN PAYNE THAT STARTED OUT SLOW, GRADUALLY GAINED MOMENTUM AND EVENTUALLY WENT ON TO BECOME AN CHAMPION AND INSPIRATION TO BECOME A BETTER VERSION OF YOURSELF?"
"Right now you are a violent thug which is a mediocre carbon copy of everything and everyone before you without an ounce of originality or depth!"
"You may think that you are unique, you may even think you are a bad-ass with the baseball bat and creepy music, a montage of rebellion, but to the general audience you are nothing more than a lame lower-midcarder sorry excuse for a wrestler who is burning all crediblily he has left with every match."
"Sure! You have your handful of followers!"
"The anti-societal misfits who worship the ground you walk on just because they can relate to you more than the rest of the roster because they are mentally incapable of forming their own opinions of the world around them."
"So they look to you for answers, a man who is unable to help himself, nevermind the people around him."
"You chastise the old-timers of the WFWF as you say (who are mostly in a similar age group to yourself may I remind you) for constantly bleeding the good ole days, oh the good old days with, Drakz, Trace Demon, Kyzer! Frank Lynn!
"All because they're passionate about this business and are forced to look back on those 'good ole' days' for something half decent to talk about with the exception of Mesh of course. I believe the reason you hate the originals so much is because you are jealous of everything they have accomplished."
"I find it ironic that you take this stance in the first place considering the amount of times you have spoken of Chris Priceless ever since that 'infamous' match."
"If you really do hate those guys, as I said already and feel the need to show them up and change the landscape of this place then you are going the wrong way about it. You are allowing Chris Priceless to become a burden to you, you are mirroring your detractors in a negative way with YOUR 'histories' as opposed to theirs."
"I will admit, their persistance on the recollection of the past and days gone by is growing increasingly arduous."
"BUT..."
"This is your chance to change everything Ryan!"
"I ask so many questions because only you have the answers."
"I can help you but that starts by helping yourself."
"I'm leaving it up to you Ryan. You have all the answers now!"