Post by veronicaaaahhhh on May 21, 2019 1:55:05 GMT -5
I had weeks, my time management was all over the place, and like always, I didn't show. So that's why I decided to put up this thread, because I wanted to make sure this reached as many people as possible.
First off, I wanna apologize to Rich, Mesh, Shawn, DevilKiller (ESPECIALLY THIS GUY), and anyone else I may have inconvenienced. I really wanted to show for SuperBrawl, and I wanted to make-up for so many of my past foibles with Scarlett, Wayne and Vanessa, and Slanted & Enchanted. It killed me when I lost to Drakz, understandably so, and the need for me to get back in and prove myself to everyone kicked in gear. It's why I asked for the match... I could have started the writing process early, but I didn't because I wrongfully assumed I'd have the time to write it.
I didn't.
Away from WFWF, in my personal life, I have a steady and amazing job as a senior copyeditor at PR firm here in the Philippines. I've gotten to work on some amazing projects and experience opportunities I never would have had if it wasn't for this job. But on the flip-side, it's demanding work that requires deliverables to clients all over the world. The tasks that I have to do on a daily basis is insane... On any given day, I could send in around 5 - 6 feature-length articles. I look at and edit over 10,000 words on any given day. It's very intense, mentally draining work. On top of that, I'm one of the heads for a local wrestling promotion. I'm involved on a creative and business-development level. So this is my life now, spread out and constantly overloaded. I wouldn't change anything though.
Everything you've read in the last three Penny roleplays is a reflection of that.
I came back because I needed to find myself as a writer again. And I needed to be creatively selfish. To be in a position where I can find that voice, make mistakes, and rediscover that magick that led me to follow a career as a writer in the first place... And most of all, I missed Penny. Penny, more than anyone else, is a character that has meant so much to me. I discovered myself through her... And when you're in a position where you put aside virtually everything to be responsible for so many different things, you begin to crave the kind of reckless mischief Penny's known for getting herself into. And I looked at it as a way to slowly re-introduce the world of the McGurks and everyone else.
When the card was announced, I had time. But then, work and wrestling became too demanding that there was just no way I could. Even what I had worked on for it, there was no way I could use it without writing the proper follow-ups to it. So there... I'm sorry. Like always, I messed this up. Again. I wanted to do things right this time. I guess I should have been more careful. I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time.
First off, I wanna apologize to Rich, Mesh, Shawn, DevilKiller (ESPECIALLY THIS GUY), and anyone else I may have inconvenienced. I really wanted to show for SuperBrawl, and I wanted to make-up for so many of my past foibles with Scarlett, Wayne and Vanessa, and Slanted & Enchanted. It killed me when I lost to Drakz, understandably so, and the need for me to get back in and prove myself to everyone kicked in gear. It's why I asked for the match... I could have started the writing process early, but I didn't because I wrongfully assumed I'd have the time to write it.
I didn't.
Away from WFWF, in my personal life, I have a steady and amazing job as a senior copyeditor at PR firm here in the Philippines. I've gotten to work on some amazing projects and experience opportunities I never would have had if it wasn't for this job. But on the flip-side, it's demanding work that requires deliverables to clients all over the world. The tasks that I have to do on a daily basis is insane... On any given day, I could send in around 5 - 6 feature-length articles. I look at and edit over 10,000 words on any given day. It's very intense, mentally draining work. On top of that, I'm one of the heads for a local wrestling promotion. I'm involved on a creative and business-development level. So this is my life now, spread out and constantly overloaded. I wouldn't change anything though.
Everything you've read in the last three Penny roleplays is a reflection of that.
I came back because I needed to find myself as a writer again. And I needed to be creatively selfish. To be in a position where I can find that voice, make mistakes, and rediscover that magick that led me to follow a career as a writer in the first place... And most of all, I missed Penny. Penny, more than anyone else, is a character that has meant so much to me. I discovered myself through her... And when you're in a position where you put aside virtually everything to be responsible for so many different things, you begin to crave the kind of reckless mischief Penny's known for getting herself into. And I looked at it as a way to slowly re-introduce the world of the McGurks and everyone else.
When the card was announced, I had time. But then, work and wrestling became too demanding that there was just no way I could. Even what I had worked on for it, there was no way I could use it without writing the proper follow-ups to it. So there... I'm sorry. Like always, I messed this up. Again. I wanted to do things right this time. I guess I should have been more careful. I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time.