Post by The Gangsta on Jul 25, 2014 18:36:56 GMT -5
July 19th, 2001
Yonkers, New York
“Aren’t you gonna slow down dad?!”
“SHUT UP AND PUT YOUR SEATBELT ON GOD DAMN IT!!!!”
My dad took the route he knew to school. The faint horns of the YPD, shouting to slow down did not absorb into my father’s head.
“CHARLIE, I MEAN, UM, ANTE…”
My dad’s voice was getting louder and louder as the cops slowly approached us. As I turned to look at the back of my dad’s white, rusted, Jeep, I felt a sudden jolt of reality as the tires were slashed. My eyes began to slowly wake up out of this demonic nightmare.
My dad’s voice was getting louder and louder as the cops slowly approached us. As I turned to look at the back of my dad’s white, rusted, Jeep, I felt a sudden jolt of reality as the tires were slashed. My eyes began to slowly wake up out of this demonic nightmare.
“ANTE! Get up, you gotta clean the bathroom today.”
“What do you mean, it’s Monday. I have school, dad.”
“Who gives a flying about school. You gonna clean my bathroom or what? You know what I do to my kids that misbehave.”
My dad, trying his best to stand upright and still, forcefully grabbed my hand and threw me out of my bedbug infested bed and dragged me down the rotted staircase. I started to feel an emotion of anger swell up in the bruises I’ve gotten over the last few days. Charlie, who acquired a black eye from my dad yesterday, gave me hug as I staggered to my feet. My dad then threw him onto the cold, concrete floor and told him to get him a Bud Light from the cooler outside.
“Da…Da…Dad?”
“WHAT!? I said to get me a Bud."
“Ummm, no…I…have to go to school today.”
“Who needs school Charlie? You can learn from, GUGGHHH…me.”
The bile of his alcohol-addicted soul spilled onto the hand-sewn table cloth of my late mother. The last piece of my mother in this god-forsaken home was that tablecloth, now with the disgusting color of a greenish-yellow on it. I’m 100% sure I saw a little blood come out as well.
“Dad, are you alright?”
“Dad, are you alright?”
“SHUT UP AND GET ME MY BEER, CHARLIE!!!! AND YOU, ANTE, DIDN’T I TELL YOU TO CLEAN MY BATHROOM!?”
He always pictured this riddled house as his. Well, ever since my mother tragically passed away two years ago, the house is indeed his. But, before my mother died, her family owned it for a couple of generations. The house looked really beautiful in the old photos that my mom had left around the house. The photos have been since burned by none other than my dad.
As I entered the confinements of the unfinished bathroom my mom planned to renovate years ago, a rat scurried across my feet. I began to feel an emotion of sympathy for the little guy, some feeling I have never had since my mother was alive.
“Hey little guy, what’s your name?”
“THE DEVIL ANTE! THE DEVIL!!!!”
I shrieked like a girl and scurried out of the bathroom like the rat did. My dad then threw a glass beer bottle at me, which, thankfully, he missed.
“GET BACK IN THE ING BATHROOM YOU LITTLE BITCH!!! YOU ARE JUST LIKE YOUR ING MOTHER!!!”
I’m pretty sure my brother heard that from outside. His screams and shouts were deafening at times, especially when he was very drunk and stupid. I quickly ran out of the house to avoid the onslaught beating of what was to come. As I sprinted out of my dad’s power and into the arms of society, I heard my name being called from a distance from a voice not of my father’s, but of my friend, Frankie’s.
“FRANKIE!!!!”, yelling out to his name, sobbing in the process.
“Ante, quick! Get in here.”
I entered the darkness of his garage to hide from my father, hoping that I can be one of those wrestlers I see on the TV outside of the convenience store and be able to body-slam, cut, and punch my enemies. Frankie, one of the Italians in the this pre-dominantly Italian neighborhood, is in a similar situation, except with his huge, frightening brother, was the only person who cared for me, besides my fear-driven brother and my deceased mother. Frankie remained outside to see if my father was coming. I then thought I saw another rat in there. I began to feel the same emotion that I felt in my bathroom earlier.
“Hey, Ante. Talk to me.”
“I don’t speak to rats.”
“Well, you’re speaking to me now. Play with your emotions Ante. It’ll make you a good man.”
“Play with my emotions? By what means necessary do I have to play with my emotions? I’m a good kid already.”
“You are not a good kid Ante. You are the DEVIL, and that is why I’m here to help you.”
The word DEVIL began to ripped away my skull as I started tearing the pieces of my hair out. I began to yell “NO I’M NOT!!!!”, which prompted Frankie to stroll back in.
“Who the are you talking to Ante?”
“I was talking to…”
I looked back in the corner to see the rat. But to no surprise, it was gone.
“Pffftt, Ante. You almost gave me a heart attack. By the way, I didn’t see your bunghole-of-a-father come by. I don’t think he cares ‘bout you anymore.”
He never has and never will. The only guiding force that kept him sane was my mother’s. Now that she is long gone, my father has no guiding force and only relies on the beer bottles in our cooler on the side of the house. I thanked Frankie for helping me and exited his garage to walk back the path to my home.
July 19th, 2014
Baltimore Arena, Baltimore, Maryland
13 years later, I feel myself walking down that same path again. Except, I play with my emotions and use them to stroll down the path with a grin on my face, instead of walking it dreadfully. My head is spinning as I approach the door and scratch in my name into the brick wall. The faces of the other WFWF superstars look on in fascination as their newest co-worker etches his name into the arena.
The Garden Path has been paved for my shaking footsteps to stroll on. My opponents scheduled for the night, R.J Wilson and Gabriel Black may have the taste of experience on their hands, but I have the taste of blood, the years of mental pain and betrayal, pouring through the seeps and scars of my palms. I’ve been spending most of my life, living in a Gangster’s Paradise.
The name is Ante. The time to become the man I am is now.
(OOC: As my first ever piece, I think it came out very nicely. Any feedback is welcome!)